People ask me if I feel lonely. I have to say yes, but not in the way they may think. I do not feel lonely because I am alone. I have children and grandchildren nearby. My sons are extremely supportive and have helped me in so many ways.
I am lonely because I miss my husband. I can feel that loneliness in a crowded room. I feel like no other person can know the pain I feel.
We were married almost 44 years. We understood each other. We didn’t even need to talk to know what each of us was thinking or feeling. We were best friends and we were soul mates.
I started going to a grief support group this last week. There was only one other person there besides the leader. But boy, we both had a lot to say! And it felt good to share with someone who knew exactly what I was talking about.
It was the first time since Rich passed away that I did not feel so alone. Thank you, Jesus.
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